Incapable of Being True

I just want to run away
From my life
Just get on a plane
And disappear like I used to
When it was easier to do

And I just want to run
Into the rain
Be cleaned of all my sins
To wash away this dirty feeling
On my skin

I just want to tell it
Like it really is
With all the words
That roll around inside
And tumble to the ground
When I try to open my mouth

But nothing ever comes to nothing
And I can't seem to do anything
But wash the dishes
And cry under my breath

Suddenly, I lie so easily